She thinks I’m much too thin
She asks me if I’m sick
What’s a girl to do
With friends like this?
She lets me drive her car
So I can score an eighth
From the lesbians
Out west in Venice
Oh, California in the Summer
And my hair is growing long
Fuck yeah, we can live like this
But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be
A holiday from real
We’d waste our weeks
Beneath the sun
We’d fry our brains
And say it’s so much fun out here
But when it’s all over
I’ll come back for another year
I’ll look for work today
I’m spilling out the door
Put my glasses on
So no one sees me
I never thought that
I’d be living on your floor
But the rents are high
And LA’s easy
Oh, it’s a picture of perfection
And the postcards gonna read
“Fuck yeah we can live like this…
We can live like this”
But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be
A holiday from real
We’d waste our weeks
Beneath the sun
We’d fry our brains
And write it’s so much fun out here
Hey Madeline
You sure look fine
You wore my favorite sweater
Being poor was never better
A safety buzz
Some cheap red wine
Oh, the trouble we can get in
So let’s screw this one up right
But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be
A holiday from real
We’d waste our weeks
Beneath the sun
We’d lie and tell our friends
It’s so much fun out here
But when it’s all over
I’ll come back for another year
When it’s all over
I’ll come back for another
When it’s all over
I’ll come back for another year
Everything in Transit
This is morning
That’s when I spend the most time
Thinking ’bout what I’ve given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You’re thinking ’bout what I’ve given up
Where are you now?
As I’m swimming through the stereo
I’m writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing every step you made
And you said you meant it
And there’s a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it’s true then tell me how it got this way
Where are you now?
As I’m swimming through the stereo
I’m writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
And I can’t get to you
I can’t get to you
I can’t get to you
Where are you now?
As I’m swimming through the stereo
I’ll conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
And this is my mixed tape for her
It’s like I wrote every note
With my own fingers
I’ve got my things, I’m good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it’s done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation’s come and gone too late
There’s so much sun where I’m from
I had to give it away, had to give you away
And we spent four days on an
Island at your family’s old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect…
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised
I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what’s playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what’s playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah
So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don’t think
That you can’t stop by the bar
You haven’t shown your face here since the bad news
Well I’m here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn’t far
And hours pass, and hours pass
She still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised
(And today was a day just like any other)
I’m on the verge, I’m on the verge
Unraveling with every word
With every word you say, make me believe
That I won’t feel your tires on the street
As I’m finding the words… you’re getting away
I come undone, oh yes, I do
Just think of all the thoughts wasted on you
And every word you say, say something sweet
Cause all I taste is blood between my teeth
As I’m finding the words… you’re getting away
Well I’m ready, I’m ready to drop
I’m ready, I’m ready so don’t stop
I’m ready so don’t stop, Keep pushing
I’m ready to fall, I’m ready
I’m ready so don’t call, I’m ready so don’t call
I am aware, I’ve been misled
I disconnect my heart, my head
Don’t wanna recognize when things go bad
The things that you’ll accept
Except that I am finding the words… to say
I’m ready, I’m ready to drop
I’m ready
I’m ready so don’t stop
I’m ready so don’t stop
(I wake up to find it’s another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we have to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use:
If it’s not dirty, I’m gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car
And there’s fog on the windows.
(And I’m Finding the words…)
I need caffeine in my blood stream,
I take caffeine to the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize:
(And you’re getting away…)
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone’s singing along.)
Well, I’m ready, to drop, well, I’m ready
I’m ready so don’t stop
Well, keep pushing, I’m ready to fall
Well, I’m ready, I’m ready so don’t call
I’m ready so don’t call, oh… oh… oh…
(Don't stop me, I'm ready, don't stop I already let go)
Guess what I’m done
Writing you songs
You’ll give up your job at the bank
Proving money’s not fun when you’re gone
So this is the first verse
It’s not very long
But I’m ready to move on
Guess what I’m done
Writing your book
The ending got twisted around
But for all of the hell that it took
The electrical wires
They’ll hum in the walls
In the room that I rent now without you
I’ve got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can’t get high
I’m coming back to my girl by July
That’s right
So guess what I’m done
Drawing your pictures
I’m dulling the day with a drink
In a parking garage by the theatre
We met for a movie
Every scene was a sign
We made out through their meaning
Well I’ve got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can’t get high
I’m coming back to my girl by July
Guess what I’m done
Writing you songs
I’m far too unstable to settle
I doubt that the doctors are wrong
So I’ll wait by a palm tree, a palm tree, a palm tree
Well I’ve got friends
La La Lie
To help me pull through
La La Lie
La La La Lie
The spaceman that can’t get high
I’m coming back to my girl by July
Well I’ve got friends who
La La Lie
Will help me pull through
La La Lie
This song for a long goodbye
I’m coming back
I’m coming back to my girl
Back to my girl
This song for a long goodbye
I’m coming back to my girl by July
I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)
I don’t (don’t know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I’ll wait (I’ll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect under this condition so
Slow down.. this night’s a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning ’til there’s nothing but dark blue
Just dark blue
This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I’ll swim (I’ll swim) as the water rises up, sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it’s best that I slow down
This night’s a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue
We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing
You were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines
And it was me and you
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down
Dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I’m here with you
I said the world could be burning now there’s nothing but dark blue
If you’ve ever been alone you'll know, dark blue
If you’ve ever been alone you’ll know (you’ll know)
Finally, I’m letting go
Of all my downer thoughts
In no time there’ll be
One less sad robot
Looking for a chance to be
Something more than just metal
Now I’m going part time
With a film projectionist
And she’s the vinyl queen
From my surfer dream
She likes the beach boys
More than radio metal
And she’s so good
But, she’s no good for me
Oh, Miss Delaney
What’s the matter?
You waited by the window
I waited by the door
Oh, Miss Delaney
Where’s your boyfriend?
He isn’t up in heaven, so
Why treat him like he’s dead
(It’s not that everyday
Everyday is coming up
With the green grass
But the times passed, when
I think of you
Whenever I’m at dinner)
Finally
I’ve found someone to dull this lonely scene
I don’t spend my nights searching for earthquakes
It’s biblical how fucked my sleep can be
But she won’t sleep with me
Oh, Miss Delaney
What’s the matter?
You waited by the window
I waited by the door
Oh, Miss Delaney
Where’s your boyfriend?
He isn’t up in heaven, so
Why treat him like he’s dead
Like he’s dead, like he’s dead
From here you can find everything
Arin, I
Would never lie to you
Oh, Miss Delaney, Miss Delaney
Whatcha sad for?
You waited by the window
And I was kicking down your door
Oh, Miss Delaney
Where’s your boyfriend?
(Where’s your boyfriend)
He isn’t up in heaven, so
Why treat him like he’s dead
Oh, Miss Delaney
Oh my God, this hurts like hell
I had that dream again where
I was lost for good in outer space
Tell me, doctor, how to shake
A waking nightmare that is only
Worse when I am sleeping
Kill the messenger
I swear it’s not me
It’s just someone I used to know
And get to church cause you’re a good girl
And I never told you that
And all I need from you
Could be the thing that
Leaves us both up here forever
I’m gonna send a little rain your way
I’m gonna send a little rain…
It’s not so easy, caving in
I walked by your apartment twice today
While you were gone at work
And all the colors got so dim
It’s not as cold out here
But come quick, I am losing feeling
Kill the messenger
I swear it’s not me
It’s just someone I used to know
And get to church cause you’re a good girl
And I never told you that
And all I need from you
Could be the thing that
Leaves me locked up here forever
I’m gonna send a little rain your way
I’m gonna send a little rain, send a little rain
I’m gonna send a little rain to pour down on you
Rain that makes the flowers bloom
Rain to leave you all alone
But keep eyelashes falling
And wishes washed away
Kill the messenger
I swear it’s not me
It’s just someone I used to know
And get to church cause you’re a good girl
And he never told you that
And all I need from you
Could be the thing that
Leaves us both up here forever
I’m gonna send a little rain your way
I’m gonna send a little rain…
I’m gonna send a little rain your way
Two to one
Static to the sound of you and I
Undone for the last time
And there this was
Hiding at the bottom of your
Swimming pool some September
And don’t you think
I wish I could stay
Your lips give you away
I can hear it, a jet engine
Through the center of the storm
And I’m thinking I’d
Prefer not to be rescued
Two to none
Roads that lead away from this
I’m following myself just this once
And I got spun
It appears you’re spun as well
It happens when you pay attention
This could take all year, but
When it’s quiet, does she hear me?
Jettisoned to the center of the storm
And I’m thinking I'd
Prefer not to be rescued
Oh, I can feel her, she’s dying
Just to keep me cold
I’m finally numb, so please
Don’t get me rescued… rescued…
And it’s unclear
But this may be my last song
Oh, I, I can tell
She’s raising hell to give to me
She got me warm
So please don’t get me rescued
Oh, say you’ll miss me one last time
I’ll be strong, but whatever you do
Please don’t get me rescued…
‘Cause I’m feeling like
I might need to be near you
And I feel alright, so please
Don’t get me rescued…
I swim across an ocean
It’s my mattress in the basement
I’m sweating out excuses
That would make your stomach turn
The road we drove last night
Stretched from the desert to Las Vegas
We filled our cups, and lit one up
The snow began to burn
Oh maybe, we were made
We were made for each other
Is it possible for the
World to look this way forever?
I talked so much, I’m sure
I didn’t realize I’d gone crazy
Didn’t catch my bloody nose
Or that my heart tried to explode
I still live with my High School friends
Some people never change at all
We’re still the same impulsive drunks
We were when we were small
(Someone get this man to a hospital!)
Oh, maybe, we were made
We were made for each other
Is it possible for the
World to look this way forever?
And I'm a long (a long way) from from a firework days
But i still like to burn, burn, burn
I’m always (I’m always) in the haze of a car crash
The orange airbag dust covers everything
in gold, everything
And maybe, we were made
We were made for each other
Is it possible for the
World to look this way forever?
Ahhh, Ahhh…
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You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out on you
You waited for me in the rain
In the parking lot
Cold hands, lips blue
Clothes stuck to you
You could have phoned me for a ride
It’s a mess out there
you said the rain’s the rain
Some air’d be good for you
(you can breathe, you can breathe now)
Well good for you
(you can breathe, but the air is running out)
You get in my car
Where its warm
You cannot forget
skin new, hands true
My hands all over you
so what's another night
The seats rolled back?
We can’t see,
The rains the rain
Some air’d be good for you
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out on you
And you walked for miles down
The shores of California to the
Coast of Mexico where you could hide
And no one’d have to know
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out (on you now)
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out
You can breathe, you can breathe now
You can breathe, but the air is running out on you
Running out on you
(And Maybe, we were made for each other)
(You can breathe but the air is running out)
(And Maybe, the world will look like this forever)
(And Maybe, we were made for each other)
(You can breathe but the air is running out)
(And Maybe, the world will look like this forever)
(And Maybe, we were made for each other)
(And Maybe, we were made for each other)
From an empty room on the first floor
As the cars pass by the liquor store
I deconstruct my thoughts at this piano
And it’s all that I can do to stay
With all the things I didn’t say to you
Before you moved across the country
And from the burning building where I lay
As I watch the stars become the day
The L.A. girls were lacing up their sneakers
They run the boardwalks and the beach
This fishbowl life is all they need
It’s everything I needed, too
Until I heard the news
(I’ll send this message through the speakers)
They told me that you moved
(I’ll cross this country on a frequency)
I am slipping through, I am slipping through
I am slipping into the airwaves
And this is nothing new, you are slipping through
My fingers and into the airwaves
(The static’s where you’ll find me)
From the corner by the studio
The gold-soaked afternoon comes slow
I deconstruct my thoughts and I am walking by
On Third Street, the freak show thrives
Santa Monica’s alive
But Something’s not so right inside
Living with the news
(I’ll send this message through the speakers)
They told me that you moved
(I’ll cross this country on a frequency)
I am slipping through, I am slipping through
I am slipping into the airwaves
(The static’s where you’ll find me)
And this is nothing new, you are slipping through
My fingers and into the airwaves
Into the airwaves
So hang on, it’s gonna be hard day
So hang on, Don’t panic
Don’t panic, there simply is no need
It’s gonna be a hard day
It’s gonna be a hard day
Don’t panic, don’t panic
We are hanging here
We are hanging here
I am slipping through, I am slipping through
I am slipping into the airwaves
(The static’s where you’ll find me)
And this is nothing new, you are slipping through
My fingers and into the airwaves
Into the airwaves
It’s gonna be a hard day
(It’s gonna be a hard day)
So hang on
Don’t panic, don’t panic
There simply is no need
It’s gonna be a hard day
(It’s gonna be a hard day)
It’s gonna be a hard day
Don’t panic, don’t panic
We are hanging here
(It’s gonna be a hard day)
We are hanging here
(It’s gonna be a hard day)
We are hanging here
We are hanging here